constantly back and forth back and forth

I've been back and forth lately on whether I want to keep using this blog and go completely tumblr or not. There are benefits to both.
I feel like this kind of reflects my life. I tend to be perfectionistic in my approach to things which means I like to scrap things and start from scratch A LOT. Mainly if there is an imperfection or a level of creativity I prefer I will want to change something. The irony is that often times this is influenced simply by the mood I'm in. I've noticed my mood can be affected in many ways. By music, atmospheres (I'm a feeler), attitudes, others, etc.
My desire is that I can be consistent in who I am no matter where I am. I've worked on consistency in music and find myself often having classical on in the car I have right now. It tends to keep me from being too hyper or too mellow. Kind of centered more or less.
But worship is my key musical flare and it keeps me oft connected to Holy Spirit. It keeps me engaging the Lord and it makes me happy.
As I grow in the Lord and learn new things about myself each day, I find myself excited to see what's around the corner. My time at Bethel has been such a huge blessing because they are experienced in things every church I've ever gone to is not experienced at. Therefore, as with many of my friends who've been there, a lot of our unanswered questions find their meaning and purpose there. For that, I am eternally grateful.